why is it so hard not to be a childish fuck. not to obsess over your friend's bfs or ex-bfs. or not to care about what other people do. if that person isn't your uber close friend, then so what if she gets a bf or so what if she wants to do this and that. don't obsess and keep on talking about it!!
and desperately try to add drama to spice up your life. since you don't have any. and try to giggle and act all cute. it fucking pisses me off.

and then there's the people around her. who act the same way as she does. even if they're not the same. they're called the 'parroting childish fucks gang'. i've had enough of it. and i'm not gonna join in anymore.

and i'm gonna hate school when it starts. 6 hours of sitting next to a gang of parrots.

this is why i like mtdc. i'm not talking to sc people there. and i so love that. and i don't count leanne as an sc person. sc people are just .....
and i'm glad there's yiheng and melissa in our section. it makes everything... equal. cause we all think the same. and we get along so well, it's like how leanne, wy and i get along in our three people section thingy. and i'm glad it's like that. and it's not the stupid 'try to act friendly and make friends desperately' thing. phewwww.

sigh there's really only so much you can do when you talk to a person about certain stuff and it still ends up the same. cause she just doesn't get it. she tries to, then thinks she does. but she doesn't get it at all.

sighhh and i don't wanna go to church....